...i dunno wad to do now....
....tell me where did i go wrong...

-...i've waitin all my life..to cross this line...-
-...to the only thing that's true...-
-...so i will not hide..its time to try...-
-...anything to be with you...-
-...all my life i've waited yes it's true...-

hihi peeps.
im in school and yes,im slackin as usual.
sometimes, the people around me ah....-ermerm shijin-
haha they're like tryin to mess around with my computer typing haha

been quite busy nowadays though, what with Honey and all.haha. need to manage my time properly. Honey's the only sane company i have most of the time.

xuan: yes.plans are underway.

cny's around the corner and i cant wait.holidays.but that means loads of tests.
sigh.so nothin much to look forward to anyway.
i wish i could spend valentine's day the way i did last year.in new zealand paragliding over queenstown. actually i dont mind doing it for every valentine's day.
i seriously wanna try out skydiving. it looks damn thrillin.and the adrenaline rush in unexplainable. my cousin tried it out and she was exhilarated after the whole experience. 300 bucks. partin with that kinda bread jus for 30 secs in the air.and yes no insurance. who would do that? I WOULD. haha.

new year resolutions. do not be so gullible. haha. absolutely mans.
and yes. to obtain more clay aiken stuff. the collection's growin bit by bit. haha.

im totally totally addicted to diana degarmo's Emotional.
her voice is kick-ass and her enunciation is superb.but she's stil nowhere near Clay Aiken! =)
its been quite a hectic week for me, judgin dat sch takes up so much of my time, and the rest is spent idling my life away.
went for jj's open house on fri with xuan.was good.extremely honest ppl. haha.
and i finally could head down to trainin on sat. they had the official handover ceremony,complete with food and fun. went out with ray jessie and jiahui to holland v for dinner after that.angelina joined us after that.
we ate subway,then strolled around lookin at dogs in the pet shop. we came across this lil miniature pug which was so ultra adorable!

we then headed down to wala wala to get tables and to wait for angieee. hmmm. the live band was awesome, and the lead female singer was kinda hot in her own style. the music level was just nice and i was astounded by how at ease they seemed in front of the enraptured crowd.they did their stuff,damn right they did.
..and yes,i got drunk. drank quite a lot,(in my opinion) and i started behavin damn weirdly. i really got quite high, and yes i didn't realise it until they told me. we went to watch alfie after that and i fell asleep throughout the whole show. i didn't puke though, jus bloated.haha.
it was great though! thanks girls! =) esp to ray,haha..

sunday was mediocre,woke up feelin like last nite didn happen (not surprisingly),and got about doin my usual stuff. headed to orchard with my classmates in the late afternoon, caught meet the fockers, and then headed home in a 174.was dead beat by then. for some reason, i felt like i didn't catch a wink,although i know i did. hangover i guess.elation brought me to this stand still though. i didn't actually feel anything.

i caught My Brother with xuan at j8. it was heartwrenching, and my tears started flowin without me actually knowin or feelin the hot glistenin tear makin its way down my flushed cheeks.i barely knew when i started cryin. the story tugged at my heartstrings, and it was so real.and yes, wonbin is gorgeous. haha.
his eyes said it all, he emoted every scene with his eyes and facial expressions. oh-so-cuttteee.

..-forever means nothing; forever never lasted to me-..

Sometimes I get emotional
Sometimes I do some stupid things
Sometimes I say what I should just keep inside

Sometimes I'm sad, about everything
Sometimes I'm mad, and break some things
Sorry times ten, but you just got in the way

Don't give up no, running away
I won't hurt you
Sometimes I'm just a pain
And that's the way it is
That's just the way I am

Sometimes I feel like crying
Laying down and dying
That's when I need you
Laughing's always easy
But sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave me
That's when I feel,
Emotional

You say I'm just, impossible
Totally, unpredictable
I'm just a girl, get used to it
No big deal

You can't change me
Why would you try
I'm no angel, but I can make you smile

And that's the way it is
And that's just the way I am

Sometimes I feel like crying
Laying down and dying
That's when I need you
Laughing's always easy
But sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave me
That's when I feel.
Emotional.

hmm.ive finally taken some time off slacking and put a teeny weeny bit of effort into this.THIS. HAHA.
ok ive gone nuts.
new year was good.actually much better than christmas if i may say so myself.
had steamboat with my classmates.we joked and laughed wholeheartedly at the dinner table,made many redundant noises and very retarded jokes. but im glad it happened.very.
ate for like a few hours,and it caused me to bloat up.over excessive eating.
the food was good,the wine was even better.
headed off at around 8+pm to orchard cos gerald n co were watchin meet the fockers at lido.heard it was hilarious.
clubbed into the new year.and it was exhausting.4 hours straight is no small feat.
went back to school with a lighter heart and an eased off mind. felt lighter than i ever been in ages.in other words, i was happy.=)

his sincerity blew me away,and his gaze was oh so smouldering. his disarming smile..together with a personality to match was ahh.charming. gentle.protective.
i could go on and on.HAHA. nah. im not smitten anymore.
yingxuan: I AM NOT SMITTEN ANYMORE.like real.whatever.HAHA.

headed down to orchard 2 days in a row last weekend, and eventually managed to get a few,ok more than a few, tops.but no bottoms yet. zzz. mango's sale was tempting, which got me into this frenzy flippin tru e racks. like a mad auntie. HAHA. got like 3 tops there,one blue sleeveless, one off-white off-shoulders long sleeved blouse, and one purple halter.it had a tiger print on the front,which i didnt even notice til i got home and stretched it out for my mum to critique.
all ive gotten for new year are a bunch of tops.hardly fell in love with any jeans when i strolled tru taka.

i bought a pair of sandals frm charles n keith.sweet,but not too extreme. settled for the blue pair since the black ones with my size were sold out already. it was a spur of the moment kinda thang, but i dont regret my decision.haha. it was love at first sight. and its my first pair of heels.HAHA.
hopefully, i can get a pair of jeans before new yr, if not i'll jus make do with what i have right now.haha. parents headed over to malaysia yesterday and purchased loads of stuff. 2 huuuugeee bags.